Mother's Day poem by AHA

Sunday 8th May, Mother's Day.

As usual, nothing special. Takde pun nak celebrate beria-ia sgt atau bergambar sakan. :P 

We just spent half of the day by going to MAEPS for book fair. Dan selebihnya, lepak2 di rumah. Mak saya pun takde kat rumah untuk saya celebrate dgn dia...she's busy ikut rombongan kwn2 melawat anak yatim ke Banting. :)

But AHA did write a poem for me. Senyap2 dia letak kat handbag saya kertas poem tu, together with an old picture of us just woke up from bed!!  Malu nak tunjuk gambar tu sbb muka mama sgt sembab, hokay? :P

Saya dgn AHA ni love-hate relationship... ;) Mungkin sbb muka kami sama kot. Org kata kalau anak-beranak muka sama ni, 'panasss' sikit... tapi ye ke?? 

AHA ni sejak baby pun, dia lbh rapat dgn papa dia. Nak apa2... mintak papa sure boleh dapat. Mintak mama byk kali pun... belum tentu dapat...hehe. Dia 'baik' dgn saya bila stress call aje... i.e nak mandi, nak buang air, nak susu dan nak tido! ;)

Bila dah besar ni pun, dia lebih byk spend time dgn papa dia i.e watching tv or movie together (sbb mama tak layan sgt tv melainkan citer yg best). Bila nak exam, papa yg monitor study dan schedule dia, make sure dia buat latihan tubi, etc... etc. Mama cuma tolong doakan je... :)

Saya ni bukanlah mak yg hebat... yang pandai serba-serbi (yg good in cooking, baking, sewing, shopping and everything) Saya juga bukan mak yg mampu buat semua benda (yg berbasikal ke sekolah anak untuk sapukan mentega kat roti... hahahaha) Saya juga bukanlah inspiring mother sgt pun... cuma mak yg biasa2 aje. Dan bila AHA tulis poem ni utk saya, saya agak terkejut jugak sebenarnya. Now only I know what she feels about me as a mother.  

  

Dear mom,

You were my cure, I was your sickness

You are trying to save me but I was pushing you

I used to hate it when you kissed me but now, just the thought of your soft lips on my cheek makes my eyes wet

I regret it all along, for doing you like this

You loved me much but I didn't seem to appreciate it

You covered your mouth and started crying when nobody's looking

I acted like it was fine, but for you it wasn't

I want to thank you for everything but I don't think you'll hear me

I want to say sorry but I don't think you'll forgive me

You found me but you lost yourself

I keep on forgetting you but you always think of me

Those days that I didn't even listen to your talks, now became the days I spent time crying

Because of my wrongs, I deserved to be punished

Thank you for everything

I used to be a cute munchkin back then

But look at me now... I grew up prettily!**

Thanks to you mama... Happy mother's day!

** yg part grew up prettily tu buat saya tergelak...perasan tul budak nih!! :))

Well, I am certainly not the most perfect mother. Not a super duper mommy. Neither a hot gorgeous mama. But I will try to be the best as I could to be the best mother to AHA. 

And the only person who can judge whether you are a good mother or not, is your own child! Am I right? ;)